I’m not sure what the phenomena is, though I have an idea or two for writing on it, but I have always felt like sooner or later I am left behind. I don’t say that’s true across the board. But it seems like at a certain point one’s welcome is worn out. Or that I simply don’t measure up, or that I’m doing something wrong, or whatever. I think more than this being actually true, the perception of it has held me back over the years.
Paul certainly has few peers, and I’m most certainly not one of them, though I do aspire to follow his example as he followed Christ- from what we read in scripture. But I recall how he felt forsaken, but how the Lord stood with him. Paul also remarked that few, if indeed any were like his “son” Timothy, because most were attentive to their own interests, and not to the interests of Jesus. And I think of the body of Christ, how we’re there to support each other. We’re to rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep. We’re to exult when one of our own members is exalted for the sake of Christ.
While I’m a believer in solitude and silence, I’m not a fan of the spirituality which is not committed to each other, come what may. The spirituality of the New Testament is communal and messy. And above all, or perhaps I should say first of all, committed to the Lord and to each other in accordance with the will of God.
Of course there are so many things we don’t get right. We’re working on it. We need to be thankful for what is good in God’s grace and work in our midst, instead of dwelling on what we think is lacking. But just the same, we need to be committed to everyone with the goal of seeing each person fit in well, and flourish according both to the general calling to all in Jesus, and the specific calling each and every individual will have.
I write from experience. I have to say that as I’m weakened, of course I become weak. And yet I find the Lord’s strength in my weakness. We in Jesus are in this call together. We are broken not only individually, but so often communally. It’s a treasure when some unity is held on to, by the Spirit. It may be for a season, or for a specific work. But it should be part and parcel of us in Jesus. And actually is present in any church, including the church Deb and I are part of. We do well to enter more deeply into that. Because this is a mainstay of our life in God through Jesus by the Spirit for the world.