The other day I was slowly working through this part of scripture, and wanted to go on, but decided I ought to camp on the last line a bit. “…as a father the son he delights in.” This is rather a difficult line for me. Would the Father ever delight in me? These are words which I find hard to take in. I believe somehow intellectually that without any question this can be the case. And some would argue, invariably is the case if we are God’s children through Christ. And I can give some explanation theologically, based on scripture why I believe especially the former thought is true. Of course it is in and through Christ. And this provision is something God did in pursuit of us.
And so I dwelt on that for a time, probably wrestling a bit with it. And the thought came to me something like, “What more would I like to be true of myself than to be a delight to the Father.” I thought of how I want my life to be pleasing to the Father. And then I thought how children want so much to please their parents, especially early on. And hopefully later as well, often after rebellious times have passed.
It was good to dwell on that part alone, and to continue to do so. But to properly read scripture and take it in as it is, we must read in context. And of course here what precedes it is how this is all about God’s discipline of us, his children. I don’t think I gave that a whole lot of thought that day. But something happened soon afterward which ended up, over the course of a few hours and perhaps beyond of being something of the Lord’s discipline in my own life. In terms of life change over what might seem small, but was a hinge which could result in change beyond what I can tell. Hebrews 12, which quotes this passage (from the Septuagint translation of it) goes on to say that this brings a harvest of righteousness and peace to those who have been trained by this loving discipline.
So I spent some time especially on the thought of being a son in whom God could delight in. And how much I want this to be the case. After a time it began to occur to me that for this to be so, I must press on in the text and keep reading. We need all of God’s revelation in scripture to inform and form us. And so I began to work through the rest of that chapter.
But the thought stays with me. The wonderful possibility of us pleasing, even delighting God. How that is set into motion for us. And how I want to go on in that trajectory and direction with all of life the rest of my life. In and through Jesus. Along with others.