Timothy, my son, I am giving you this command in keeping with the prophecies once made about you, so that by recalling them you may fight the battle well, holding on to faith and a good conscience, which some have rejected and so have suffered shipwreck with regard to the faith.
One might as well face it: Trouble in this life is not only inevitable, but is practically endemic, meaning it’s a natural part of life as it is now, one could say from the story in Genesis, fallen, and incomplete. Add to that the possible torment that can come along with it, if we perceive what is isn’t good in some way that is concerning.
There are days for me, and yesterday was one of them, when I can’t help but think that if I don’t get over this, and get better help, I can’t do this anymore. Not really thinking about living in the Christian life, though every bit of that is 100% a gift of grace through which we can enter in and live. I suppose I’m thinking more in terms of ministry, even writing a blog, teaching or preaching, whatever in terms of service. The sense of condemnation and dread, and the accompanying fear can seem overwhelming. And every other possible problem that comes along our way, all added up, one usually coming to the fore and dominating our thoughts for a time.
And behind that one can sense an instigator, as in something of an agent of evil at work, a spirit always plotting and ready to throw in some different wrenching, threatening problem at us, that ordinarily pushes us toward inward condemnation, fear and dread.
As we find ourselves choking on such infernal fumes from the pit, we can fully realize that the source of such is not from God, and not in accord with God’s promises in Jesus, in fact in opposition to them.
And so we need to fortify ourselves with that realization, a good chapter to meditate on with reference to all of that, Romans 8. And we need to resolve and follow through to fight on, come what may. In fact it is good to be determined to fight all the more harder, when it seems all the more futile to do so. We are then basing our actions on the truth, and calling out the lie for what it is, just a bluff, a sheer out and out lie. And so when the enemy pours it on, we need to be determined to pour it on all the more. Certain that God’s outpouring of the Spirit in and through the grace of our Lord Jesus will be more than enough for us to overcome, to be “more than conquerors through him who loved us.”