What is God teaching me, or trying to teach me? A good question to ask. Better, just part of what we need to be attentive to.
We need to be in the word, in prayer, and pay attention to life, and to ourselves. We especially need to check our attitudes, and keep a tight rein on our actions, especially what we say.
What is God teaching me? We probably have to look no further than the nose on our face. What about ourselves is wrong? What can we do better? What should we quit doing altogether?
In and through Jesus.