when unity, including Christian unity is empty

For, to begin with, when you come together as a church, I hear that there are divisions among you, and to some extent I believe it. Indeed, there have to be factions among you, for only so will it become clear who among you are genuine.

1 Corinthians 11:18-19; NRSVue

When the wealthy, privileged members of the Corinthian church we’re living it up even at the Lord’s table at the expense of the poor who came in late because of their work/jobs, along with a number of other issues between the rich and the poor in that setting, whatever unity would have been maintained would have been a farce, empty. On top of that was a penchant for division (1 Corinthians 1). But what if everyone in that situation would have just had to agree to live with all of that, to be united in the midst of all those differences, to get along in spite of the rich eating most of the meal and more or less drunk, all of that before the poor arrived? What if the poor just had to look past all of that?

Unity is a good ideal, but it all depends on what you mean. People might unite in spite of differences for some common cause only to disband later. The kind of unity Christ calls for is different. Yes, we sometimes have to put up with each other, true in every human relationship. But the kind of unity Christ calls for might very well mean division. Remember when Jesus taught that he had not come to bring peace, but a sword (Matthew 10:34-39)? He wasn’t speaking of an actual, literal sword, but of the inevitable divisions which come from following him, even in one’s family, dare I say, even church family? Jesus said that his true family were those who do God’s will (Mark 3:31-35).

Who did Jesus sit with often incurring the rebuke of the ones who had affluence and power? The disenfranchised, the despised. Those on the margins and outside of the boundaries of accepted society. Is it any different today?

The church rejects certain people. In the past those who were black who could not enter white Bible kind of church assemblies. In the present queer people who believe and want to follow Christ. The Spirit seems to be evidently working in their lives as much or more than any of the rest of us, yet they are held at arm’s length, not really fully included. Because the Bible tells them so, they say. In that case as in days of old, we would argue that Jesus draws a line. We have to agree to disagree. And most importantly, we have to quit holding on to a unity which is not real and certainly not practical. Or go ahead and keep pretending at the expense of those on the bottom who really are not full participants, not fully included no matter what.

Unity is not real or good if it’s merely unity for unity’s sake. It has to be an “in Christ” unity of the Spirit which refuses to budge from Jesus’s priorities. And yes, the other side will argue with their finger pointing at Scripture, both sides, actually (see the excellent exegetical work of Luke Timothy Johnson, etc.). There’s no use pretending and holding on to something that isn’t real. Believers can amicably part.

The basic thought here is derived from How to Have an Enemy: Righteous Anger and the Work of Peace, by Melissa Florer-Bixler. My understanding of what she is saying in that book, which resonates with me.

God speaks. Are we listening?

God is our refuge and strength,
a very present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear, though the earth should change,
though the mountains shake in the heart of the sea,
though its waters roar and foam,
though the mountains tremble with its tumult. Selah

There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God,
the holy habitation of the Most High.
God is in the midst of the city; it shall not be moved;
God will help it when the morning dawns.
The nations are in an uproar; the kingdoms totter;
he utters his voice; the earth melts.
The LORD of hosts is with us;
the God of Jacob is our refuge. Selah

Come, behold the works of the LORD;
see what desolations he has brought on the earth.
He makes wars cease to the end of the earth;
he breaks the bow and shatters the spear;
he burns the shields with fire.
“Be still, and know that I am God!
I am exalted among the nations;
I am exalted in the earth.”
The LORD of hosts is with us;
the God of Jacob is our refuge. Selah

Psalm 46; NRSVue

“Be still, and know that I am God!
I am exalted among the nations;
I am exalted in the earth.”

Psalm 46:10; NRSVue

God speaks. But are we listening? Too often, or at least I’ll speak for myself, it’s the distracting din of the world which is coming through. It’s not like we’re supposed to just stick our heads in the sand, and pretend that everything is alright, when it’s anything but. But at the same time, we’re to be intent on one thing: Hearing God’s voice even through it all.

How do we do that according to the psalm? While in context it could refer to warring nations according to the NET, it doesn’t explicitly specify. What we do know for sure is that God is speaking. And who of us doesn’t somehow think to some extent that we have to take matters in our own hands, that everything depends on us. And perhaps more basic to the point of this post, we are inundated by the noisy voices of this world, the loud insistent thoughts in our head, etc., so that God’s voice is all but drowned out, or perhaps more accurately, so that we can’t hear the God who is speaking.

Faith and trust in God means we need to shut up and shut out all around us, and just cease, be still so that we can begin to hear God speaking. In this case God saying that God is God and that God will take care of the mess in the world. That so to speak, God has all things in hand. It’s quite possible that God’s hand includes us in the work. But the vital point here is that we need to listen to the God who is speaking. To learn to discern God’s voice. To know that it comes in the stillness and brings the peace which only God can give.

watching our tongue and with that our heart

There is a manner of speaking comparable to death;
may it never be found in the inheritance of Jacob!
Such conduct will be far from the godly,
and they will not wallow in sins.
Do not accustom your mouth to lewd ignorance,
for it involves sinful speech.
Remember your father and mother
when you sit among the great,
or you may forget yourself in their presence,
and behave like a fool through habit;
then you will wish that you had never been born,
and you will curse the day of your birth.
Those who are accustomed to using abusive language
will never become disciplined as long as they live.

Sirach 23:12-15; NRSVue

If we trace from where trouble comes, I think oftentimes we’ll find that it began and oftentimes ended with the tongue. Or even just thoughts in our minds which take captive our hearts and with that, our lives. As Jesus said, “out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks” (Matthew 12:34a).  The classic passage on the tongue, and especially on its destructiveness comes to mind found in James 3. One will do well not only to read James 3, but the entire book of James even nonstop to get a sense of the whole. Our speech, the words we say, what we think is not isolated. And God’s help for us needs to come within the fullest understanding possible. Even just making the effort will be blessed by God. None of us are really that good at doing it, or I’ll speak for myself. But we need to keep doing it, and seek to get better at it.

It is a temptation or even worse, proclivity we have to start dealing with something verbally, to talk about it. To talk through something especially with a person of wisdom is one thing, and actually something potentially good. But to talk about it to one’s self or a friend or relative can be quite another. And it can turn into language about others, ourselves and even about God which is destructive both to ourselves and others. Yes, God can take whatever we say to God, true. We see that in the psalms and elsewhere in Scripture. But no, we can’t just keep doing that. Job in some sense might have done well in God’s eyes by questioning God and challenging common conceptions of God and life which were mistaken. But in the end of the story, that was only for a season, and Job, except for the accumulated wisdom he had through that experience, was silent, certainly not speaking that way any longer. I might add that I imagine Job speaking much less than he had before the trial, and of course during it.

If we discipline ourselves to remain silent and listen, especially to the witness of Scripture, of God’s Word, finding God’s instruction in that, then we could learn not only to be disciplined, but find God’s peace even in the midst of all the storms and difficulties of life. Life itself can be unsettling and is certainly challenging. We need to beware lest our own words drown out God’s Word. Lest our own heart keeps us from experiencing the heart of God, the peace which passes all understanding no matter what, found through Jesus our Lord.

accepting the tension of life

But whatever anyone dares to boast of—I am speaking as a fool—I also dare to boast of that. Are they Hebrews? So am I. Are they Israelites? So am I. Are they descendants of Abraham? So am I. Are they ministers of Christ? I am talking like a madman—I am a better one: with far greater labors, far more imprisonments, with countless floggings, and often near death. Five times I have received from the Jews the forty lashes minus one. Three times I was beaten with rods. Once I received a stoning. Three times I was shipwrecked; for a night and a day I was adrift at sea; on frequent journeys, in danger from rivers, danger from bandits, danger from my own people, danger from gentiles, danger in the city, danger in the wilderness, danger at sea, danger from false brothers and sisters; in toil and hardship, through many a sleepless night, hungry and thirsty, often without food, cold and naked. And, besides other things, I am under daily pressure because of my anxiety for all the churches. Who is weak, and I am not weak? Who is made to stumble, and I am not indignant?

If I must boast, I will boast of the things that show my weakness. The God and Father of the Lord Jesus (blessed be he forever!) knows that I do not lie. In Damascus, the governor under King Aretas guarded the city of Damascus in order to seize me, but I was let down in a basket through a window in the wall and escaped from his hands.

2 Corinthians 11:21b-33; NRSVue

Yes, this is Paul, but Paul does tells us to follow him, his example, as he follows Christ. The wear and tear of life are telling during a day, during a lifetime. Sometimes I feel like I’m being pulled into an undertow from which there’s no coming back. The tension can be palpable. We could chalk that up to spiritual warfare, weaknesses we have which need to be worked through- like in my case over the years, anxiety, whatever it might be. But there’s no doubt, life has ongoing tensions related to responsibilities, challenges, problems, concerns, even dangers and tragedies. Life on planet earth is not for the faint of heart.

I’ve found over and over again that when I accept the tension of life, I gradually usually sooner than later start to sense help from God, and in time a nearly unsettling peace because it seems unreal, settles in. But life goes on with all the conundrums, with our own weaknesses. I wish we could live in that unsettling settled peace, and maybe if I live long enough, I’ll find that I live much more there than now. I can say that I do experience that peace more than in years past. But life isn’t easy for any of us. Just consider only for a moment what we’re facing today, and you can cut through the tension that easily comes with it, with a knife.

It’s not easy to accept the tension of life. It’s one thing when you’re on the other side where’s there’s at least some blessed relief, quite another when you’re in the thick of it. But that’s part of our calling in Christ, to live in that very same weakness in which Christ lived. In that we’ll find Christ’s strength and not just in our own lives, but in us together in this experience in Christ.

peace of mind

Those of steadfast mind you keep in peace—
in peace because they trust in you.

Isaiah 26:3

Shalom is the transliteration of the Hebrew word translated “peace” which means more than inward tranquility and rest. As translations indicate and considering the context, here it could mean safety (NET), as well as the flourishing of humanity and creation. Peace of mind comes with the sense that all is taken care of, that all will be made well, and in the end be well as in whole, no longer broken.

I think in this life we have to hold on to promises like this, because so much seems in flux, unstable, threatening: undermining what is good. We certainly do need peace of mind, which is often the way this Scripture passage has been applied, even if that’s not its precise meaning. It certainly is included. And notice that it’s dependent on whether or not we trust in God. When we do, no matter what, God will give us God’s peace. This reminds me of another Scripture passage, Paul’s words to us:

Do not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Philippians 4:6-7

Notice that the promise here is not that everything will turn out just the way we like. We know better than that in this life. But that no matter what, God will be at work through our prayers is implied, with the promise that God’s peace which surpasses all understanding will guard our hearts and minds in Christ Jesus. We need to hold on to this promise and not let go of our faith, putting that faith into practice by doing what Paul tells us to do here. God will always answer. According to our faith, it will be done for us. And God values our efforts, even though inevitably imperfect.

We know that in the new creation we’ll live in God’s care with no concerns whatsoever, whole and fully at peace in the love of God. But even in a world which is often turbulent and tearing at the seams, we can still have God’s peace. Yes, right in the midst of the storm. And in spite of so many things we wish would be different. Peace of heart and mind. In and through Jesus.

wait for God’s answer

“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.”

Matthew 7:7-8

Jesus tells us here to ask, seek and knock. In other words not to let go until we have God’s answer. We need to look to God for answers to problems we have, as to how we’ll go about them. And wait until we get God’s answer. And then proceed accordingly. With the answer will come God’s peace. And we’ll need to continue to look to God in prayer as we go about resolving the issue, what to do, and what not to do. God will help us as we do that. In and through Jesus.

inhabiting God’s peace about anything and everything

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

John 14:27

I’m leaving you well and whole. That’s my parting gift to you. Peace. I don’t leave you the way you’re used to being left—feeling abandoned, bereft. So don’t be upset. Don’t be distraught.

John 14:27; MSG

I’ve been really honestly wondering why we can’t begin to inhabit God’s peace about anything and everything, albeit certainly in a limited way. What God thinks and feels, if we can say such a thing, and it seems to me based on Scripture, we most certainly can. Instead of being left to our own thoughts and feelings, sometimes full of alarm, or maybe more often just a gnawing fear and uneasiness, we can be hopefully more and more filled with God’s peace. By God’s peace I mean the sense that all is well in the sense that all will be well (Julian of Norwich).

This doesn’t mean we don’t face the real world, and experience more than disappointment along the way, with all the normal reactions that brings. Nor does it mean that we won’t face actual trouble. It just means that in the midst of all of this, we can inhabit God’s peace. And how is that possible? Jesus gives us no less than his own peace. Given not just to his disciples on the eve of his crucifixion. But to us all in and through Jesus.

I quote a hymn included in the new Mennonite hymnal, Voices Together:

1 Joys are flowing like a river
since the Comforter has come,
who abides with us forever,
makes the trusting heart a home.
Refrain:
Blessed quietness, holy quietness
what assurance in my soul!
On the stormy sea speaking peace to me
how the billows cease to roll!
2 Like the rain that falls from heaven,
like the sunlight from the sky,
so the Holy Ghost is given,
coming on us from on high. [Refrain]
3 See, a fruitful field is growing,
blessed fruit of righteousness,
and the streams of life are flowing
in the lonely wilderness. [Refrain]
4 What a wonderful salvation,
where we always see God’s face!
What a perfect habitation,
what a quiet resting place! [Refrain]
-Manie P. Ferguson

learning to depend on God when anxious

Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Philippians 4:6-7

I certainly have had other problems, but I think my longest, persistent problem has been anxiety. Sometimes in the past, smothered in it for days at a time. Better in recent years, but still not that good.

More recently, I’ve begun to experience what I think is something of a breakthrough for me. The passage above has been my main go to thoughts in trying to deal with this, and still is. The difference I think somehow might lie in the depth in which I’m pursuing this. But it’s probably more simple than that.

I tend to be a person of words, connecting with words, thinking through things with words, processing life largely that way, not enough with God’s beauty and in other ways. And I likely did that with this passage, thinking as long as I do such and such, then God will respond, but maybe more like on a conceptual level, than personally.

Maybe not that much difference, but now I realize it all depends on God, quite personal. It is kind of a mystical approach, but quite real for us Christians. I realize that when I’m concerned about something, whether as a possibility or a reality I’m having to deal with, that I can’t get rid of the anxious feelings which arise and often the numbness that follows. I can only bring my concerns to God, just as the passage tells us above. And wait for him.

Invariably, God comes through. That takes away panic, gives me perspective, and brings needed peace of heart and mind. Only from God in answer to prayer right in the midst of the struggle. In and through Jesus.

“in acceptance lies peace”

Therefore, in order to keep me from becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

2 Corinthians 12:7b-10

It is not fun to live in weakness. Ask someone who suffers migraines, or some other physical pain. Or those who suffer from depression or whatever other malady.

One of Amy Carmichael’s poems I think provides some wisdom, entitled, “In Acceptance Lieth Peace.” That is what Paul had to do. Naturally he asked the Lord, even pleaded with him to remove the thorn in the flesh, even a messenger of Satan to torment him. Who wants to live in torment?

But God taught him a deeper lesson. Unfortunately for many of us who probably live with something far less than what Paul experienced, we can easily give in to despair. Or just plain refusing to accept the difficulty we experience, whether inwardly or outwardly.

Instead we need discernment from God to accept what we can’t change ourselves. I have found over and over again in my life, when I finally accept the brutal rough patch, God’s comfort and peace, yes God’s help comes.

I like the fact that the door seems so wide open as to what the weakness might be. We’re not talking about actual sins, though in the weakness the temptation to sin in one way or another is certainly present. We have to learn to embrace our weakness, and weaknesses which surround that. For example my weakness might make me want to isolate so as not to be exposed when God instead wants me to learn a healthy interdependence with others. And above all, a new dependence on him. In and through Jesus.

stress points

Answer me when I call to you, my righteous God. Give me relief from my distress; have mercy on me and hear my prayer.

Psalm 4:1

It’s interesting to note the 22 places the NIV translates “distress” in the Psalms. And if there has ever been a more stressful time in my life, I’m unaware of it. One has to think in terms of event, length, and ramifications. The world has had stress points right along, but this Covid-19 pandemic, with both its health and economic issues, coupled with the political division where I live in the United States, certainly brings stress to a new level.

Over and over again in most of the passages related to distress in the Psalms, enemies are involved. And it seems that way today. Almost worse than the problem itself, is the response to it. And I think people would largely more or less agree with that, whatever their position is.

What the Psalms reminds me is in line with what the first Psalm with this translation quoted above tells us: Our appeal is to God in prayer for relief from our distress. That is now with reference to both the virus, and perhaps more acutely, people’s response to it. There’s no question that some will be pushed to the brink economically. And there is undeniably plenty of fear of catching the virus itself. Not to mention the illnesses which have occurred, along with the deaths. What I find the most challenging is how people are so fiercely divided over it. And fear abounds.

What is needed from us as God’s people? Regardless of where we might stand on this issue, we need to find God’s peace from our distress. We need to be a steadying influence of God’s love and truth in Jesus to the world. That is what we need to trust God for, right in the midst of the stress. That God’s light and peace would break on us, so that others too might see, and come to or be strengthened in faith, themselves.

Does that mean I think our position on the pandemic and its effects is unimportant? Not at all. But in the midst of everything, we as God’s people as a first priority should want to put our trust in God. And the first step often needed, especially during a time like this is to find the relief we need from our own distress. In and through Jesus.